Grandma and Grandpa

January 5,2011. Grandma and Grandpa go home. I give my dad a note that I want to go with him to drop them off at the air port,but when he woke me up my cold that I had was too bad and so I decided to stay. My mistake. Know I feel horable and I miss them so much that all I can do is think about them. tonight is the 6th and I am probably going to dream about them. All I can do is hold in my tears that I have that need to come out. I feel gloomy and sad. Grandpa gave my dad some calone that smells just like Grandpa and so I smell it when I need to. And Grandma showed me how to nit. So I made a skarf for Isaac. It is a cure scarf so that makes me remember her. When they left on april 21, 2010 I did not care that much, I was unhappy but not as bad as I am now so I feel sick all the time. we are going over there in August but that seems so much longer from now. But I miss them and I hope that they miss us and me too.

Music

Music, Oh I love music. It makes me happy when I am mad. My mom helped me put all of my favorite songs on a CD. It has Barlow girl, Toby Mac, FB, Natalie Grant and much more. I really love it a lot. But I can only play on the computer so I can not listen to it in my room. But I still get a chance to listen to it. What makes me happy when I listen to music is when I hear it and know all of the lyrics I dance like a rock star and so I feel happy about it and all of my problems to away. I rally want to know a whole lot more about music and computers so that I can get all of the music that I want and it will be so cool. Music is my Passion. I am learning how to play the guitar and I also want to learn how to play the piano. And so then I can write songs record the music that I play and see if the music studio likes them. But I just dream of being a rock star and writing music all the time and I hope that some time in my like I will write a good song and play is to all of the world.. That is my hope and dream of course....(: Barlow girl will be the first people that I will talk to IF... I do become a rock star but I know I will not. But only God knows what my future will hold. He has plans for me and I trust in Him and have Faith in Him. I LOVE MUSIC!!!!

Soccer

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!! I am now apically a soccer player! And on my second practice I scored a goal on accident. I acted like I did it on purpose but I didn't!! I was really happy and my coach was happy for me too! More like coaches!(: And while I was there I saw my cousin! I knew that he is my cousin but he doesn't know that I and his cousin! so any way is name is Chase and on Thursday on my next practice I am going to ask him a few ?s!! AND......... There is this other boy and his name is Anican. Dad said that he is related to me but not my cousin. I am really surprised that I have relatives that we have no clue that we are related! So I am really happy that I have them on my team and they are really good at soccer too. Me and a few other kids are the only ones that are new on the field. But I think that we have a really good soccer coach and team and I hope that we will win at least a few games before the season is over.