Grandma and Grandpa

January 5,2011. Grandma and Grandpa go home. I give my dad a note that I want to go with him to drop them off at the air port,but when he woke me up my cold that I had was too bad and so I decided to stay. My mistake. Know I feel horable and I miss them so much that all I can do is think about them. tonight is the 6th and I am probably going to dream about them. All I can do is hold in my tears that I have that need to come out. I feel gloomy and sad. Grandpa gave my dad some calone that smells just like Grandpa and so I smell it when I need to. And Grandma showed me how to nit. So I made a skarf for Isaac. It is a cure scarf so that makes me remember her. When they left on april 21, 2010 I did not care that much, I was unhappy but not as bad as I am now so I feel sick all the time. we are going over there in August but that seems so much longer from now. But I miss them and I hope that they miss us and me too.